I am an entrepreneur, writer, painter, artist and many other labels… I am not just one profession, I am a skillful person in many areas. A lot of people come to me and ask me for something, offer me some cooperation, want to buy something from me, and preferably I can do something for that person and they can pay me later.
I've been fooled many times and done things that I know how to do, but don't necessarily interest me except for the fact that they are paid. And some are presented in such a way that they can be very lucrative in the future if I try hard enough and use all my talents.
I am easily persuaded, I like new things, I like my ideas to start manifesting themselves. I am innocent like small child and I get into the craziest ideas instantly. But it began to annoy me how people didn't know the totality of what went on in my cooperation and want to pay me for what insignificant bullshit and ask what I did. Especially as my presence comes up people go through life transitions and all the shit comes out to the surface and it doesn't translate at all into a well-functioning business.
To top it all off, I took it upon myself to clean up the crap that isn't really mine and I can't really do it.
Many times I've let myself be exploited energetically for providing some bizarre service that I know how to do, but it doesn't mean I'm interested in. On the other hand, I didn't know what people should pay me for if I don't physically perform anything.
What I want to say people come to me and they would like something from me, but they don't know what it is they can pay me for. I didn't know either and was grasping at bizarre tasks.
And let me tell you now, people come to the masters because they want their presence, not the task they perform. They don't know what to call it, and most people also just like to abuse you energetically. It doesn't mean they're bad people, they just don't know how energy works. That’s it.
I suffered many times, I thought maybe I was doing something wrong because I couldn't name my value, my talent. I don't know what to call my service, where I should work and what to do. I was also incredibly ambitious to help anyone and promise good results. But in reality I can't give more than someone can take.
I know that in my group there are many masters who have been silent for years or have done meaningless work and tried to evaluate themselves according to the categories of efficiency, effectiveness, hardships, suffering, hard work and the amount of money earned. But the job is done as uncle Adamus said!
And let me reiterate your true value is your presence, not the time spent performing some tasks or providing some services or even knowledge.
You won't believe it when I realized all this, I said in myself that I don't want to perform stupid work anymore, people started giving me their things for free, for example the luxury house where I live. I was wondering why someone would want to give me their house to live in, feeding a cat is such an excuse after all. But now I know that people want my light and are grateful for it. This is a much nicer version. Your light, your presence is the most precious thing on earth, more than time and money or any knowledge or service. Don't be fooled if someone doesn't understand it and bless those who give you gifts and all kind of goods.
I have many masters among my friends who are cat sitters, dog sitters and live in luxury villas. I thought it was kind of stupid and frivolous. But believe me, this is just a masterpiece. This is much better than giving someone a massage or teaching spirituality, meditation or how to be healthy.
Saint Germain said many times that he had palaces and many other luxury goods that he didn't even manage it or pay for it, he had servants, gardeners and so on, but you know what he did... he fed the cats.
Shine on! Feed your cats. Don't be fooled.
Just kidding recently I found out that I don't even have to feed the cat.
—Saint Egoist
Wow 😯 what a life as a sovereign being….
And yes, people want to be close to us not knowing why …. Very well said dear Hubert - great article again…. 👍🌈