Dear master, lightworker, realm worker,
I identify myself as a realm worker, and many of my friends in this group do as well.
If you would like to hear my diary as a realm worker, here we go!
We came to this planet in various groups, not everyone being a realm worker by nature. I am here to share my journey and heal the wounds of being a realm worker.
Perhaps my story resonates with yours as well. And if you are not a realm worker, feel free to find amusement in our experiences.
My message is related to Adamus Saint Germain Message:
When the covid pandemic started, I felt joy, I had the feeling that it was really coming, not just some weird feeling. That this is the Apocalypse, the opening of the veil.
The Life of Caveman Hermit
Throughout my life, I have often felt somewhat absent. I generally liked people, but I preferred to spend time alone. People didn't understand how I could sit in a room all day or wander through the forest. But it was my favorite activity. My peers were partying, I was sitting in the woods.
In many places, when I appeared among crowds, it felt like stepping into a butcher shop where the smell is unpleasant and flies are buzzing around.
I felt this way in school, government offices, cities, markets, and family gatherings. I simply wanted to escape from such places as quickly as possible. Connecting with nature provided me solace. Most people annoyed me, and their problems seemed boring to me. In essence, I pretended to be normal and tried to blend in with the crowd, but it was difficult. I always felt isolated and like I didn't belong to this reality. I lived like a hermit or a caveman, totally isolated and absent from this world. The only thing I wanted was peace and no one would bother me! When I started to wake up, my consciousness expanded, it was even worse because I didn't see the point of living here. Several times, I have contemplated detaching myself from this realm as fast as possible.
When someone asked me a question, I spoke and thought slowly. During exams at school, I never had enough time to write them because of the influx of information that reached me or when I traveled between dimensions, it simply took time, so by the time the information arrived, it was too late.
I saw everything and had wise thoughts, but a slow transfer 😅
Honestly, I used to think that I was not very intelligent because I had poor grades in school, but in general, I didn't study because everything bored me what wasn’t creative. My inner world is so vast and much more interesting to me that I don't really need to rely on the internet, socialize with people, even watch movies, playing video games bored me.
I have tried being in various relationships, but living with someone just didn't suit me. Although all my girlfriends and my ex-wife were wonderful in their own time. Living together and attempting a normal life felt like another visit to the butcher shop. Most of my relationships were spent in the woods.
Whenever I went through a breakup, it turned out that I didn't need the woods anymore, and I could just stay at home 😅
Each separation brought relief and a joy I will never forget. It was like stepping out of the butcher shop and finally being able to breathe freely.
I was always annoyed by having to deal with mundane things, going through bureaucratic processes at government offices, thinking about taxes. That's where the heaviest energy lies, worse than in the butcher shop. Banks and institutions felt like squeezing between cardboard boxes. Visiting large apartment buildings gave me headaches and nausea.
So, my sensitivity led me to isolate myself and escape from people, spending time in nature. I never quite fit in here.
Many realm workers are long-time visitors to this Earth. They are old souls, and life here feels like a regression of about a hundred years in development. A downgrade. Sometimes it felt like I was serving a punishment here, or that something went wrong.
Since childhood, there has been a rebellion inside me. Why are there wars? Why do people kill? What is the purpose of bureaucracy, marriages, religion, and so on?
Until I met another old soul, a fellow realm worker, master, lightworker or whatever you named it conversations seemed shallow and often simulated.
When someone asks me what I do, I have to come up with some story, so sometimes I'm an entrepreneur, which fits for everyone, sometimes a writer. (If I say I'm a writer, they assume I'm poor. If I'm a businessman, they assume it's expensive. If I'm an artist, they assume I'm poor again…)
Many people like me, but they know I'm eccentric, and they're even afraid to ask what I exactly do. The best part is that when I occasionally say something controversial, it passes as if no one noticed. This is perhaps the gift of being invisible. You think you have the most profound thought in the world to say, yet no one is listening to you… It is sometimes funny.
You know, I had to escape from my country. At first, I didn't know why I was leaving for another continent, but now I realize it was an escape from my vengeful family.
Let me tell you, where I live now feels amazing because I have many weirdos around me who pretend to be normal. They go to coffee shops, say "buenos dias," and don't work too hard. If you ask them what they do, it's all evasive and mysterious. Only after some time, someone tries to say something more, to explore you, and suddenly it turns out that someone is as much of a beautiful oddity as you are!
The idea that you spend your whole life living in a cave, running away from people, trying to behave normally—I got used to it. Your default word is "fuck off" or “it’s boring" or “leave me alone". And you're almost alone here, and suddenly you have other people who are just like you! Such encounters bring the most joy and laughter!
Realm workers and other old souls have developed survival mechanisms, because this reality of mass consciousness is really harsh, we remember better times. Some of them may seem rude, eccentric, or unpleasant. But in reality, we truly love humanity and this planet, and that's why we are here. It is our passion to be here in these profound times of change.
You know what? It may seem to some that we haven't achieved anything valuable in life, that we haven't done anything meaningful in terms of human significance, careers, big projects, and endeavors. But it is precisely the light and consciousness that lightworkers and old souls bring here that serves as the catalyst for all the changes on Earth. Just think, your light is so transformative that it needs to be administered in safe doses for people to keep up with the changes. That's why we are here in human form, heavily constrained, in order to maintain balance.
Mission Complete
Many of us have isolated ourselves from this world, closing ourselves off in our own realms, waiting for something unknown. Doubts arose whether it would ever happen, whether we were good enough, maybe we should live like other people, what to occupy ourselves with, what job to pursue, who to be. Many of us have abandoned our careers, professions, and jobs that we used to have, and we don't have many achievements in the human understanding of this world.
Everything unfolded perfectly. Many of us realm workers had already been enlightened in previous lives on Earth. There is nothing for us to achieve here spiritually, but it was more about the event, ensuring that everyone was synchronized. It's incredible how the event, whether you call it Heaven's Cross, Apocalypse, or any other name, was such a remarkably coordinated happening!
Just look at it, for many years we were confined in a can, but now we're opening it all up. We are redesigning our lives, choosing what we want to do here. Truly, our work is done in realms, and we can breathe a sigh of relief.
Parts of us that were isolated in other dimensions are returning in their full glory. The best part is that we don't have any karmic debts, obligations, or unresolved matters because most of those things were never truly ours. Many of us took on other people's shit out of habit.
Read my previous article about self-worth issues of realm workers:
Just because I'm returning from other dimensions doesn't mean that everything is beautiful and shiny. Yes, there are times when I feel wonderful, simply being myself, but believe me, the reality around me is insane, and strange things are happening like scandals, suicides, murders, and very bizarre human behavior. Things are happening rapidly, and the moment I feel like I'm bursting with my light, new things manifest immediately.
You know, shining with light may sound idealistic, poetic, and somewhat cliché, but it is our treasure. It is worth more than any material possessions or money because it moves energy and manifests everything. Yes, light is the source of creation. And we, the masters, have incarnated here to facilitate the changes on Earth. These are not minor changes; our light is transforming governments, education, science, human beliefs, and allowing more people to awaken and jump on our wave.
The best part is that we don't have to do anything special. No one needs to know about your light or mastery; it's enough to simply be. You don't have to walk around like Jesus and teach or explain anything. You can do whatever brings you joy. In my opinion, art is one of the greatest forms because when we create, we open ourselves up, and that's when the most light is released. Your light is hidden in everything you create. But art is not just about painting, writing, or composing music. It's simply opening up to the divine expression of your soul, which can manifest freely, even while walking on the beach or doing grocery shopping. You don't have to be a virtuoso playing the violin. No, not at all, just take it easy. It doesn’t have to be profound, you can be childishly stupid, even recommended.
No More Burden
The most wonderful thing for me is that I no longer feel the burden of my past and the things I took upon myself. I am completely detached from my messed up family and the country I was born in. We are not responsible for the actions of others or for fixing our past. I feel like I can focus on myself, without having to wait for anyone or achieve anything special. I can simply derive joy from creation!
And it’s time to move on from the hermits life! We are free.
It doesn't all happen in one day; every day I gain more clarity. Things that once seemed blurry and unclear suddenly become simple and understandable. Our natural state is simplicity, free from problems, a life of ease and joy! Many times, I have forgotten about this. Throughout my life, I have been preparing for this, shedding my old life and gradually letting go of each part of it. I just wanted to say how everything magically fell into place, where there were moments when I thought I was lost or didn't understand the chaos.
Disbanding and Detaching
What I've noticed recently is that we have disconnected, detached from the old life, as well as the groups we were a part of. Imagine that we had many karmic stories, and now we can simply leave them behind. It's a great liberation. We are also releasing ourselves from the Crimson Circle group, which was a launchpad for many to realize themselves, but new people will not be coming to the Crimson Circle anymore; they will come to us, to those who are embodied. This is a new mastery; it's not channeling deceased masters or aliens. We are at the forefront, and they are observing how we navigate this new reality. This is our time as lightworkers, masters, realm workers, earth workers, or whatever you want to call it. It's our time to shine and make a difference. It's time to come out of our caves. Bring back all our mastery here.
New Life Outside The Cave
And you know what? There are no agendas or goals to achieve. We came here to experience joy of a divine free human. I see in myself and others that sometimes we tend to fall into the trap of trying to create things in the old ways. But don't you feel that childlike joy now that everything is reset, and you can play with whatever you want? The less you limit your creativity the more you open, the more you'll be amazed by things and manifestations that are far better than any dreams.
All the best,
—Saint Egoist
Just existing now in Ease and Grace AND Joy and Laughter….
Good one again Hubert 🤗🌈💗😀
Every word, every question, everything in this article is ringing in every cell of mine! Dzięki !